I am a person whom have about 100 goals. I need to make goals in order for me to do anything at all. So I guess you can say I’m a goal digger? hehe. Well you may think I’m materialistic, and you are 100% right. I love beautiful things. And shopping them makes me so freakin’ happy. I however, don’t just shop for the hell of it, or save all my money to be able to buy just one thing and then not being able to afford to live for months. No, that’s not right. I do however work my living butt off to be able to walk into pretty much any store and feel like I can buy this if I really want to and it won’t break my bank. Yes, of course there are goals which means that I might have to work a little extra the upcoming months in order to afford it. I might take on an extra project that will keep me up during the nights for 2-3 weeks. But I never compromise on life. That’s never worth it. People always say “I’d rather spend money on travel or fun stuff with my friends.” and honey, I do too. And I do all those things as well, because that it was make life, life. The other stuff is just goals and they are goals that I need in order to work 10X harder than most people. I have never worked an average work week since I started working 5-6 years ago. I have always had the second gear on. Just so that I would be able to make my dreams come true.
There is nothing more I hate in this world than when people complain about money. Or they make excuses that their job doesn’t pay them enough. Or that in their industry you don’t get paid alot. Well here’s the ugly truth- No industry pays alot for someone whose not willing to work for it. Look at me, I’ve been a fucking creative at agencies for crying out loud, I think they even make below minumum wage. I have worked within retail. But what I have always done is that I have fought for my pay. I have set goals with my boss and clients. I have never ever complained, even when I was making half the money as my friends. I have never made any excuses. Because it always comes down to you. Get creative. Try to do freelance at the same time, start making presets in lightroom and sell them, try to start blogging or sidekick as a PT or makeup artist? You are the only one that sets your boundaries. So stop making excuses for not getting what you want. Nothing is impossible. and more importantly, don’t hate on the one’s that have done nothing but worked their asses off to get to where they are today. They deserve to be flaunting their Chanels and big houses. You are just jealous that you wasted your time wining about it instead of trying to do something about it.
So anyways– my next goal is to be able to have an private employee, like a PA. Preferably a PA that is really good at doing make up as well, haha! Because in this photo MAC Makeup artist have done my face and I feel so freakin beautiful. Imagine being able to feel like this everyday? So a PA/Make Up artist is my first goal. That would be lit.